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Mixtape – How A Body Loves

A happy sexy birthday to my beloved Kang. Here’s an equally sexy mix tape and a gift bag of sleazy romance novels to accompany you whenever.

Imelda May – Big Bad Handsome Man

When he looks at me/I get weak knees

Warpaint – Beetles

Let’s get naked and rip down the wall that makes me crazy
tell me how/Someone hold my hand and give me lessons ‘cos I wanna/Melt the knot inside of it

The Doors – Light My Fire

Come on baby, light my fire/Come on baby, light my fire/Try to set the night on fire

Gotye – Heart’s a Mess

My heart’s a mess/and I’m desperate to connect

Anya Marina – Whatever You Like (cover)

Baby you can have whatever you like

Radiohead – Where I End and You Begin

And I can’t and I can’t come down/I can watch and cant take part

Dum Dum Girls – Bedroom Eyes

I see your body in the doorway, so it seems

Some Gorgeous Accident – Luminescence


Here’s to more dirty jokes as we say goodbye to everything innocent! I love you, even if I don’t have money in the bank or helipads (with actual helicopters), or umm, R8 Audis.


Zyn V
Smitten, Snickering, Partner-in-Crime, Marketing Assistant, Xamun Inc.


Charles Simic; ‘Club Midnight’

Are you the sole owner of a seedy nightclub?

Are you its sole customer, sole bartender,
Sole waiter prowling around the empty tables?

Do you put on wee-hour girlie shows
With dead stars of black-and-white films?

Is your office upstairs over the neon lights,
Or down deep in the dank rat cellar?

Are bearded Russian thinkers your silent partners?
Do you have a doorman by the name of Dostoyevsky?

Is Fu Manchu coming tonight?
Is Miss Emily Dickinson?

Do you happen to have an immortal soul?
Do you have a sneaky suspicion that you have none?

Is that why you throw a white pair of dice,
In the dark, long after the joint closes?

Happy Birthday Noey. In my head, Dostoyevsky (and his ‘stache/beard combo) is opening the door of NoeySaki Love Casa while Anne Sexton is busy in the kitchen while making sweet, sweet love to Mary Oliver. Break it down.

Naturally PV; Matsushita Yuya

The PV has lots of…staring, and ogling, which I don’t mind if MatsuYuya’s doing it. I’ve finally concurred that the elusive ~feelings~ that I have for Yuya, aside from his chocolate voice, are actually intense. He has a creepy stare/prs make love to me/oooh maybe he’s staring at the mirror and making kissy faces to himself but the produ just inserted the girl’s face/face. I think you get the picture.

And so, to map my future, here’s another imaginary celebrity boyfriend who would dance in a secluded parking lot and trample on the dust like there’s no tomorrow, sorry people with dust allergy, and engage in a rap battle showdown with Yabu in order to win my love.

I am forever winning at life. And this post is incoherent and irrelevant to the economy of Zimbabwe, but I tried, okay.


Another song about the weekend

→ I saw Sucker Punch over the weekend. I seriously enjoyed watching it despite reviews of “oh it’s a movie for dudes, ya know, tits and ass” w/e, I liked the soundtrack best and not to mention the CGIs. And I think Emily Browning looked a little like Diana Agron idek please bring the brunette back. Pepei didn’t like it as much as I did but we had an in-depth conversation about alternate realities and lobotomy and how much Vanessa/Zac ruled and how it’s not a copy of DoA and DEBS.

→ ANYWAY, something came in the mail!

skjdfhs MIYUKICHYAN THANK YOU SO SO MUCH! AAAAAAA reading it now and I’m getting teary-eyed idek this book invokes so much emotion ;o; I LOVE YOU MOST!

7 Things I Never Told My Older Sister Because I Know Better, in Reverse Chronological Order; Mindy Nettifee

  1. if you ever feel like leaving him, renting a rich blue convertible and becoming someone else somewhere in the desert, i’ll go with you
  2. thank you for all the horrible and/or dangerous things you did first, so i could learn from your mistakes. specifically: getting herpes, dropping out of school, getting a trendy dream catcher tattoo.
  3. i dropped acid with your ex-girlfriend.
  4. remember back during your chunky crystals and channeling spirits phase, when you told me in the back seat of a Ford Taurus that you had spoken with my higher self and she was “really worried about me”? i haven’t trusted myself since.
  5. i took French in school because you did, and i thought we would be able to have top secret conversations about sex and drugs and rated R films in front of mom. why didn’t we do that?
  6. i was the one that destroyed your Black Crowes tape, not the dog.
  7. every time you ran away from home, i followed you.


Red Cross Donations for the Calamity Victims of Japan

As we all know, a very unfortunate calamity has struck Japan over the weekend and according to the news, there are still impending aftershocks and tsunamis on the west coast. We are calling for donations, cash or in-kind, to help the victims of calamity.

The donation box will be picked up by the Philippine Red Cross this Friday 18 March 2011.

Here’s what you can donate:


Rice, noodles, canned goods, sugar, iodized salt, cooking oil, monggo beans and portable water.


Paracetamol, antibiotics, analgesic, oral rehydration salts, multivitamins, and medications to treat diarrheal diseases.



Bath soap, toothpaste, toothbrush, shampoo

Laundry soap, jerry cans, water containers, water purification tablets

Face towels, blankets, plastic mats, mosquito nets, plastic sheets



35th Floor, Orient Square BuildingF. Ortigas Jr. Road (Formerly Emerald Ave.) Ortigas Center, Pasig City, Philippines 1605

For cash and checks, you can donate it directly to

Say hello to the universe, Chiki!

My new niece, Atheena Cait Esguerra! She’s such a darling– and a big one at two months! Please grow up to be awesome and sparkly and just remember to use your big beautiful eyes to blackmail Mama and Papa (or something). Auntie loves you!